unshouldered burden

long time.

2008-01-26T11:01:00.000+08:00

haiya..
long time neva post..
lol..
o level cuming..
need to prepare..
hearing my sis gt 13 for L1R4..
i need to be better den her..
gonna chiong at february liao..
i need help in my sec 3 chem,phy n a-math..
help!!.
hah..
gtg..

ohya,i broke my record liao..
best timing 4 speedcubing is 34sec 88mmsec..
avg of 12 cube is 49sec 50mmsec
haha

chheerrss..

2007-12-27T14:37:00.000+08:00

gonna start scool soon..
gonna b busy wit sec 1 camp,
sec 1 orientation n my 'o' level..
i may not blog until my 'o's r done,
maybe i will only blog during holidaes..
gonna miss u guys..

till then,
cheerrss..

2007-12-23T10:49:00.000+08:00

back from penang on wednesdae..
damn fun!!!
learnt a lot there..
tired,sleep at 2-3am..
wake up b4 7am..
played card with mr lian n danny koh..
they r fun people actaully,
bought alot of food there..
i think i,ve gain weight,
haha..met my young aunties' there..
they bought me shirts n a ring..
love them n my memories there..
gonna start studying 4 my 'o' level now..
nt gonna blog often..

datz all folks,
cheerrss..

2007-12-15T01:09:00.000+08:00

hey...
long time no blog..
i've moving from one house to another..
sleeping at my cousins house this past 2 weeks..
cum 4 bb training then go cousin house again..
feel sad 4 hakim,
it was a tragedy back then wit the singapore american sch..
since then,our morale were brought down..
going penang todae,10.30pm..
going off at sch..
gonna miss my fellow singaporeans frens..
i'll be back on 19 dec 9.30pm..
can't wait!!!

till then,
cheerrss..

my 4x4..

2007-12-01T20:52:00.001+08:00

at last,
i bought my 4x4..

wen out to jp wit my fren,
he wanted to buy a rubiks..
den i saw it,4x4..
yay!!
bought wit de rest of my rayer money..
wen home solve it till the last step.,,
den check on internet,gt this new thing call parity..
haha..
here how i solve de 4x4..(easier den 5x5)

firstly solve like 5x5
de centres and edges,
totally de same but simpler..

solve de f2l..in dis caes f3l..

solve de yellow next

in the process of solving de cube
(starting from the f2l)we will notice that one of the edge
need to be inverted...this is call parity..not as confusing as 5x5..

den done..
4x4 cube solve..

datz all folks..
cheerrss..

my 4x4..

2007-12-01T20:52:00.000+08:00

2007-11-27T19:18:00.001+08:00

haiya..
lazy nowadaes..
plp jus dun appreciate
wad i've done...
am i a shit or wad..
i am bastared..
hah..juz gonna pull
myself up i guess..
cant wait to got to penang(basketball)
15 dec is when we leave..
gonna miss my buddy in singapore..
shuckx..like i out for good..
but still gonna miss them..

datz all folks
cheerrss plp...

sky camp..

2007-11-21T10:10:00.000+08:00

DAY ONE

wen to scool about 7.10am
forgot to take sleeping bag ,ran home,
took 2 sleeping bag,for me n shamil
de pri scool cum so early sia,
shit,in rush liao..
introduce ourselve,alyssa n me
camp commandant(major mutton) n assist. cc.(lietunent mutton)
rara them..i raised my hand n guess wad,they raisemtheir n keep quiet,nt bad leh..
split them to their groupings..
khai gt no grp coz he logistic..i feel sad 4 him,so,he bcum photographer
zaki also..no grp..he join atika grp..
grp 1 ---->Mutton Qamariah n Pheeqah
grp 2 ---->Mutton Florence n Aqid
grp 3 ---->Mutton Naz n Marmar
grp 4 ---->Mutton Heqiang n Jiaying
grp 5 ---->Mutton Dee n Su
grp 6 ---->Mutton Shamil n Nadyra
grp 7 ---->Mutton Rozzie n Taro
grp 8 ---->Mutton Ticoz,En n Zaki
grp 9 ---->Mutton K n Gragra
went to their respective sergent muttons(group leader)
they went to the lodging area to put their bags next
cum to the hall again for icebreaker..quite early though..too early..
den mrs yeo sae gt tea-break at 9.45am..dots..got meh?
b4 eating they must alwaes do our muutons hungry cheer...cute sia..
next the kids went to the workshop(outside vender)
me,khai,shamil n dee lepak kat prefects room,
get ready de logistic 4 mission 9...
while waiting 4 workshop 2 finish,
played the guitar till shamil sleep..
then it was lunch..
next was mission 9...i just walk around to find the best camper..
played the guitar at prefect room sometimes..
a lot of time delayed sia..by one hr..!!
then we played capture bandanna wit water bomb..
we gave them rules but they still run ...gt few casualties..TT...
sianx..giv them debreif,a bit scold them bout the rules bt all wen rite..
after dinner was flag-making time..played wit the paint a bit..
paint aqid n pheeqah cheeks..hehe..
the night activity was okay..nt scary,the light nt all close..shuckx..
i was wit rossie at learners block 2nd floor...
finding the clues was a bit hard 4 de muttons..
de sec 3 did sumthing fun at night,dun wanna blog bout it..
we slept around 3+ am..yay!!

DAY 2

planned to wake up at 5am bt we wake up 6.30am..dotz..
de mottons were ready at the basketball court 4 morning pt..
BUT,shamil was nt ready..
de sec 2 took de initiative rara them..
den wen shamil was ready..
i did the "here in juying" activity..damn funny sia..
next was shamil's warm-up follow by the muttons version of
scissors-paper-stone game..wen they finish their on fight,we challenge against them..
guess wad,we loose..haha..but we were happy..funny muttons
after breakfast was their workshop again..stayed in prefect room..
dee was being funny again..he like took ecstacy like that..
funny...aqid n rossie took his video..
after lunch,muttons hav some time to prepare 4 de concert,
while searching 4 de best camper,i need to handle the certs..
called my junior 2 settle the certs..
den suddenly need to do this n that..need to rearrange the certs again...
sianx..concert start at 3pm,1 hr later then the original timing..
concert start,me n alyssa dunnoe how to start..
the emcees were originally shamil n dee,dunnoe gt some problem,we bcum..
start wit intro bout our camp,then grp 1,2...9 perform..
all of them were cute sia..a lot bout sheep kena slaughter house...
den the sergeant muttons performance..
we dance "we all in this togather"...it was a blast..
we give out our 110%...it was magnificant..
den gt blablabla..best grp n so on...best camper was shami frm grp 2..
den b4 ending de concert,we gt 2 more song 4 the muttons,
i n khai(played guitar) sang "hey there delilah"..
i gt some wrong parts,my last min lyrics was a bit wrong
coz i left my lyrics at prefect room..
while i was singing,some of the muttons head were down..dunnoe y?
i felt uncomfortable,den rossie n dee(guitar) sang "home" by daughtry..
all the sergeant muttons sat at the stage there..
nice sia they sing,den marzie wen down to one of them wit their head down jus now,
she was crying..alot were crying..i felt touch..
end the camp wit the a photo-taking n final debrief wit the sergeant muttons..
wen home at 7pm..

to all muttons,hope u guys enjoy our camp,learnt something frm it
n apply it to ur daiy life...

to my sergeant muttons,thanks for sacrifising ur precious time to make this camp
a success,without u guys,there is no sky camp..hope u guys enjoy it too,
always rmbr dat we r by ur side okay..

i more dae 2 sky camp

2007-11-18T21:47:00.000+08:00

tml gt sky camp!!
at last it came...
didnt practice much on our performance..
hope nt so much thing goes wrong..
gtg..
going to finish packing up my stuff..
2 daes 1 nite sky camp will gonna rox..

datz all folks..
cheerrss..

silence from a friend

2007-11-14T22:54:00.000+08:00

todae
wen for basketball training at 8am..
raining non-stop sia..
postponed to after noon..sianx..
wen to my fren house b4 cuming 4 bb training..
trainnig quite fun and tiring...
2 on 2..team up wit wenda against kim leong n jiahui..
den played match..tiring sia..run here n there..
score few basket n assist..haha..
mr singh gav banana 2 us....
ate dinner at canteen..leftover food frm ncc camp..
backaching...

feel like blogging bout our jamming last saturdae..
sff wen jamming bt i needed to help my dad go clinic..
reach at jurong east late..
we jam i dont love you,famous last word and dance floor anthem..
me,khai(rully),hardimas,fharidee,rushdy and azmi..
i sang i dont love u and famous..
azmi sang dance floor anthem..
sometime de speaker and mic doesn't work..
den sum part cannot hear..sianx..
took our jamming wit a handphone so..
the sound quality is not that good..very loud..
totally sound different wen we play..
much more better to b listen live at the jamming room
so....try to lower down the volume b4 hearing it..
sorry 4 the poor sound quality

i dont love you

malmsteen

famous last word

again..
sorry for the poor quality of the sound..
total different frm de actual one..

datz all folks..
cheerrss..

2007-11-13T16:06:00.000+08:00

yesterdae
me ,qamariah and alyssa gave a talk at cooperation primary..
haha..quite okay lah ..our third scool liao...
rode a big bus back 2 scool..haha..funny sia..
only 4 plp and a big bus..
sadly,it was drizzling..no friendly match wit bowen sec..
postponed to fridae..
hmm..sianx..
next is de sky camp dry run..wit the whole board..
unfortunately not all came..
the sec 3 were furious...
did our dry run on all the games..
played wit water..b4 we end off the activities,
we gave them a very serious faces and shouted at themm..
ask them to close their eyes and reflect..
den..we splash a pail of water at themm..haha...
SUCCESS...
it was so fun..
thank them 4 coming and gave them a token of appreciation..

to my sec 2 and 1 prefect that came yesterdae..
i would like to THANK U ALL...
may we succeed 2gather in the future..

todae
wake up 9am..wen to scool wit alyssa and qamariah...
meet jiaying ,su and florence..
load the jyian bottles and brochures..heavy sia..
again,we rode a big bus to jurong west primary...\
the hall was big bt messy..
b4 giving the talk..our heart were dubdub dubdub..
400 over p6 student sia..scary leh..
but somehow we manage to get it over and done with..
i have to say that this was the best presentation we had ever give..
the three juniors observed us coz most likely they will be doing it next years..
went home and was bored..
so..went to frens house to play..
haha..

to jiaying,su and florence..
GOOD LUCK 4 next year yup..

dats all folks
cheerrss..

me solving 5x5

2007-11-06T20:10:00.000+08:00

well nth to do so..
to those who saw me solving my 5x5 in scool..
this was how i did it..

firstly i sovle all the centre 3x3 colour
white first..

yellow

blue

red

orange and green

i will now need to solve all the sides/edges..
the hardest of all..

now i will solve it like the 3x3..
solving the frst 4 layer..

solve the yellow next..

now it is solve after a few algorithm

datz all folks..
cheerrss..

ATC ROX!!!(partially)

2007-11-04T15:54:00.000+08:00

sorry to all...
forgotten to inform that i got atc camp(npcc)..
sorry to all that i never reply yet..
sorry to sue too..i've link u liao
u link me kay..

after e-trial on friday got at camp..
report to scool by 2pm..
heqiang cum but sick...den need to go home..
i pitied heqiang..TT
took ferry there..use van sia wen reach jetty..
wen to our campsite..sec 3 and sec 2 splited..
meet some of my old frens..from pioneer..
meet joycelyn(pioneer)..nice girl..
my group was HIPPO...hahaha..
members were meldrick(blss),syafik(jwss),syafik(ycss),wei jian(nhss)
safarina,atiqah(ycss),salsiah(blss),angela(jwss),huimin(jwss),shi bin(jurongss)
our instructor was wiliem..funny guy..
mr lim call out all JYian to say that we cant participate in HRC and rafting..
coz they nvr give the idemnity form to us..
wen 4 tent-pitching then dinner then icebreaker..meet new frens..leslie(blss)(tent member)
my tent was a bit noisy and we kena call out..sianx...

next day got morning pt..tiring sia..
then got breakfast..
move on to activity cycle..
ours were wide water rafting..
very hard to tie the raft...
not fair sia..last year sec 3 got kayak..
this year sec 2 kayak sec rafting...dotz..
..........................................
next activity after lunch was orientering..
difficult sia ..dun understand how to find the clue at the place..
..........................................
hrc(high-rope challenge)was fuuny..nvr did it at all.
it was going to rain soon...haha..
play games..
..........................................
campfire was NOT bad..a bit boring.......
our cheer was presented after the campfire to the sec 3..

next day got a short pt...
our area cleaning was the tentage area..sianx......
tiring sia..
after we play bomb games among each other..
it was prize presentation..
each group won in diferent categary..
prizes were left-over ration..
then go home..

MISS U GUYS..!!
I WILL MISS:meldrick(blss), joycelyn(pioneer), leslie(blss), weijian(nhss), syafik(jwss), syafik(ycss), safarina, atiqah(ycss), salsiah(blss), angela(jwss), huimin(jwss), shi bin(jurongss), fitri(yqss), faizal(pioneer),emil(pioneer), fais(yqss), tarmizi(yqss),j ia wei(jurong), eunese(jurong), meiyu(jurong), suhada(wwss), haini(yqss)

and to those who i never listed here,sorry..i know ur faces but not the name(most likely forgotten)

datz all folks,
cheerrss..

yay!!

2007-10-31T19:03:00.000+08:00

im so happy..

yesterdae wen jp wit me lil bro..
meet my mom at kfc..
have our lunch there..
waited for fithri..
he said will call me but nvr call..
roam around jp to find baketball shoe..
meet my cousin ir and murni..
bought my new adidas basketball shoe -TORSION SYSTEM
wen to toys r' us to find a 4x4 rubiks..
sadly only hav 5x5 rubiks..

bought my 5x5 and i've spend almost all my hari raya money..
cum back home at 5pm plus..and learn how to solve it..
learn and practice until 11pm at night..can do liao without looking at com..
yay!!

todae only got sky camp dry run of wet weather activity..
wen for basketball training about 5pm..

cheerrss..

2007-10-26T23:26:00.000+08:00

nth much happen this few weeks..
ohya..
sorry to those who can't rayer at my house last time..
my mom was working...i went out to rayer(another day)
sorry.sorry.sorry..

i've modified my rubik's cube into tiles
NO MORE STICKERS..
stickers owaes cum out..
look funny also..

stress up wit prefect stuff
-organising sky camps (for p5 students)
-promtion talk about our scool to the primary schools..
-helping out in e-trial for six days (p6 student)
-giving a workshop to my sec 2 leaders..

hope that our prefect will bcum better..

cheers..

shit

2007-10-15T17:34:00.000+08:00

my exam result r sux..
i deserve though..
didnt put 100% into my exam..
need to work up n study hard..
gotta shit now..
(sorry if short)

TO ALL:

SELAMAT
HARI
RAYA!!!
(maaf zahir dan batin)

WHAO!!

2007-09-28T23:40:00.000+08:00

exam was damn strees..
my situationla writing was okay lah..
but my story writing i write so little..200-300+ words only..
arghh!!
4get bout it..
rubik's...!!!!
i beat my own timing again...
now my fastest is 0min: 44sec :72mmsec
second fastest is 0min: 50sec :07mmsec
yay!!
gtg..need to study liao..
MAY not blog frm now until end of exam

yay!!

2007-09-26T21:03:00.000+08:00

todae at scool boring..
after scool damn fun..
at study bench wit fithri and heqiang..
we crack dozens of jokes..
saw mr teo and rasise our hand to him..
we did it(again..
"if i come and u guys not asking me qns,be prepared to stay after 6"
we did stay until 6..we saw him and he ask "u guys stiil here"
den he sae.."oh ya forget,bye"...
TT........
found this new website..
rubik's timer using space bar...
my average out of 12 attempt is 1min:12sec:42mmsec...
one of it is 55sec..yay!!
again below a min...
that's all folk

nth much..

2007-09-23T21:13:00.000+08:00

on fridae went to hwa chong to usher
WEST ZONE COLOUR AWARD..
tiring and my back bone painful..
best part was to tapau..hehe..
a lot sia i tapau..
next dae went 2 library wit fithri and me small bro...
b4 dat went to arcade haha..fun sia..
daytona and sum shooting game,three player,fun..
bought a rubik's,so smooth!!nice to play wit..my first timing wit this rubik's was 1min and 25sec..
at library study like wad den play rubik's...
den ijan and shahadah came,did nth much,
ijan borrowed fithri handphone ,wit earpiece..
returned it holding the earpiece,handphone dangling,
let it go on top of me,i was a bit angry,coz not the earpiece might get spoiled.
my hand immediately swing to her cheek,"shit!",i said in my mind,cant stop my hand liao...
den she "merajuk" n went out wit shahada soon after..
around 2:45pm we wen out 2...we wen 2 arcade played time crisis..
we checked out all sorts of games and basketball shoes..
all quite and very expensive..sum up to $200+..cheapest was $50+..
wen to vivo wit my aunt family to break fast..
todae,wen to visit the graveyard of my relatives n break fast at my another aunt's house
in the van i manage to beat my own record,solving de rubik's in 51sec..yay!!!..

i heard this song in the bus frm grace handphone..nice song

~EXAM~ COMING SOON TO THEATRE (28/9/07)

2007-09-20T17:58:00.000+08:00

at last..can blog..
so long neva blog haha..lazy..
dis few week so sianx..
need to study..after scool study n study..
study wit hayabusa..this week im cazy about rubik's..
start playing bout few week ago..
i this saturday then master it..
now need to train fingering trick to get faster timing..
my first rubik's solve was for 5min or so..
my fastest was 1min 25sec..need to improve..
on tuesdae grace borrow my rubik's..
next dae 4 got 2 bring..TT...i miss my rubik's!!
study wit hayabusa after scool..a-math..quite hard..
borrow hayabusa's rubik's..hehe..
at nite grace call me..want to noe how 2 solve it..
frm toking bout rubik's,we tok bout our lifestory..
todae,sue borrowed my rubik's..TT...sobsob..
miss my rubik's!!!!(again)
now cum home frm rehearsal bout west singapore colour award..
we r de usherers...
now at home waiting 2 eat....

gotta shit away
me was damned on 20/9/07(thurs)

cant breathe!!

2007-09-10T19:55:00.000+08:00

scool life is boring..
i sick sia this few week..
on september holidae more worse...
firstly fengying got soar throat n flu on wednesdae..
then the following dae i got soar throat n flu too..TT
on fridae,i got a damned high fever..rest at my aunt house
receive good treatment from my relative too..
the next morning i cant breathe like normal..
every step i take,i will pant..very difficult to breathe..
todae at scool still got this unfortunate thing..
got bb training,never run 2.4km but still go for training..
very tired sia..cant breathe but need do push-up..
i think total up all push-up,i did about hundred plus..
got the jackpot,me and my two other fren scored from 2-pointer consecutively..
hehe..coach treat those who got jackpot a drink..

gotta shit away
me was damned on 10/9/07(mon)

boring holidae

2007-09-04T10:43:00.000+08:00

this week is boring...
tornament cancelled..
a lot of homework..
need to catch up i studies..
sianx...
found this while surfing the net..
enjoy.. :)

animator vs animation 2(my favourite!)

pencilmation 2

kiwi

pencilmation

animator vs animation

email animation(cute)

beatbox(this one is damn funny)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LVCb52iQrfo

gotta shit away..
me was damned todae..

wad a dae...(sigh)

2007-09-01T16:06:00.000+08:00

played basket ball wit fithri..
and his brother n my brother...
played from 10am to 2pm..

there is sumone whom i ADMIRE..
but maebe not..
need to concentrate on exam..
shucks..juz wanna haf sumone to chat wit me...
sumone who i wanna chat wit..
juz sumone...

gotta shit away...
me was damn damned on 2/9/07(sat)

2007-08-25T22:43:00.000+08:00

woke up 7am
cook maggi n rush to meet shawn
we wen 2 old chang kee...
go harbourfont n get abit lost..
wen to palawan beach(sentosa) at 10am..
we were late by 1 hr..but see no one??
eat ice kacang n wait for another 1 more hr..
den they come..jia hui,shamil,fharidee,hakkim frm jyss
zaki,fengying,waileong n swee hong frm gess..(nt sure of spelling of name)
we played soccer n beach volleyball...
sitting at the beach n think of my mom words..
tricia,swee hong n feiying pushed me into de sea..
sianx..play at sea so long sia..metheus(nt sure spelling) also come..
den tricia wen home n left fengying only girl..
she bcum emo liao..i ask her n played wit her to keep her entertain..
soon hongda,jianliang,stefanus n kerina cum..
den fengying,swee hong,metheus n waileong wen home.
we all play water monker..damn fun sia..
b4 go home,me n shawn eat ice kacang n meet up wit zaki,jiahui,shamil n dee
wen to vivo city 2gather 2 eat at banquet..

only me,shawn,jiahui n shamil wen 2 jurong point n met deyun there..
shamil finding boxer or short sia..
wen home alone take 242..

gotta shit away

me was NOT damned on 25/8/07(Sat)

Basketball Trainning

2007-08-20T21:35:00.000+08:00

argh...!!
i joined basketball..phew..nice one..
de trainning was tiring BUT FUN!!!
love my 2nd cca..hope i can cope wit my studies..
fingers crossed...

gotta shit away.
me was damned on 20/8/07(Mon)

Outward Bound Singapore(Pulau Ubin)

2007-08-20T19:37:00.000+08:00

13 August 2007

I started by going to OBS...
we rode a boat there and reach at the jetty of camp 2...
we proceed to the`mass hall...
Gan Eng Seng Sec and Dunman Sec were already there...
sitting there feeling bored,the GESS plp started to form a circle..
out of curiousity,i ask them wad they were doin...
i decided to invite our scool and Dunman to form a bigger circle..
i felt that we must do sumthin to cheer everyone up..
i stand in the circle and started to get the cheers goin...
i oso did the "here in OBS" cheer..
leaders frm each scool started to contribute to lead their scool...
soon after,Bukit Panjang Govt. Sec came and we cheered 4 them..
we wen to our seperate grouping...
after the briefing,we wen to meet our intsructor 4 further instruction..
our instructor name is FAISAL...
my group member frm GESS were FARIS,LINKEN,ARDY,XUNHAU,MELISSA,ANGELA,KAREN,YUANZHEN AND SHOBANA...
frm JYSS were ME,STEFANUS,ZULKIFLI,FHARIDEE,ATIKA,FITRI,LEE JUAN
together we form the NILA UTAMA..
we wen 4 our kayaking activities after we settle wit our admin stuff...
kayaking we learn about all the 5 basic paddling,CAPSIZING,the kayak body..
CAPSIZING was scary BUT damn FUN!!!
after our capsizing drill,we could roam our own near the coastal area...
cleaning de kayak was damn tiring sia...
after returning back de kayak,its tyme for our shower..
soon after we need to pitch our tent and cook our dinner...
we had our debrief at the jetty...
so nice and relax..and the view of the horizon was very beautiful
that was wad happen in the first dae..

14 August 2007

woke up 30 min after the of de other group...
we needed to prepare our bags for camping other site...
the morning 5BX was very tiring...
we play games 4 our warm-up...
i won the game..so nice..
soon after we had our morning circle and we share our thought regarding de 1st dae
then we had our trust fall...
so scary but we must trust our grp and i manage to land properly..
many of us manage to do it properly...but some still land on their butt..
then we hike to our next campsite which is at camp 1...
pitched de tent and we,together wit marco polo(buudy grp) did our next activities..
first was the blind fold game..second was the KEY PUNCH..
key punch required a lot of teamwork..
next up was the ROCKCLIMBING..
we had to put up our slogan on de wall,our target was de 8th wall..
i become de belayer throughout but i ask stef to belay me wen my turn came..
every time i climb stef ask me to stop coz he need to belay all de excess rope...
upon reaching de slogan-area there,i paste my part and adjust some of the part there.
we had our dinner at de canteen..at last..proper food...
de food was nice...den wen to an aircon room 4 de next activity..
it is called ZOOM...the game was hard and i lead the grp to be on the right track..
soon after,leaders imerge frm the MP grp,such as Tricia and Zaki..
all started to voice out their thought and we made our decision..
the result was 2 mistake...and we had our briefin 4 de sea-expedition..

15 August 2007

we woke up early to pack our stuff to be transported to camp 2..
i,xunhau,alif and alif took a ride on the boat to transport the bags to camp 2..
it was very tiring but riding de boat was fun!!
we join our grp and dis time we rode a Tri-yak...i partnered wit atika n fitri..
we did our capsize drill and fitri couldnt go up to de tri-yak after capsizing...
we set-off at 9+ am..we need to go pass camp 2 to de river(located at the centre of pulau ubin)go across de brigde n kayak through de swamp n had to cross a muddy SO-CALL-BRIDGE,kayak to de open sea n kayak by de island,passing by camp 1 to camp 2..
very tiring,hot,got 2 abression on my waist,beinn yelled by fitri coz she scared of capsizing...completing it was heavenly to me...still,we need to carry de kayak..
we had our jetty jump next..so FUN..it was not dat high..de guys balls felt de pain
we had our shower and hike to our next site..it is near OBS's resevoir..
pitched our tent n cooked our dinner..we a lot of left-over,had to dig a whole to stuff de food inside...soon after we had our debrief and we wen to sleep...

16 August 2007

we started de dae wit a morning olympic game..wen to de abseiling campsite 4 our next activity,sadly,it rained..we rushed to the mass hall wit our bags..
it was our free time while waiting de rain to cool down a bit..
we took dis apportunity 2 keep those stuff dat we dont need to de store room..
we set-off 4 our trekking(land-ex)..i found de first checkpoint-clue-board-thingy..
few checkpoint after we did our roadblock which was entangglement...fitri lead us..
next checkpoint was de the summit of Pulau Ubin..de view was very beautiful..
looking upon de querry which is very high below...we threw stone down de querry,made our wish..n carry on wit our trekkin,sadly,we had 2 ke belakang pusing as we had no time,our next checkpoint was behind us and finding the clue-board was hard..
i wen to de shore nearby n ply skipping stone..i found a lot of interesting creatures there..that sea water there was the most pure one i ever see in singapore..
we wen to another location to do our remaining roadblock..helium log n juggling stone
both game require a lot of teamwork,coordition and strategies..all of us had fun...
reaching back 2 our campsite,FHARIDEE has gone hyper...he started a cheer saying cewek,ganteng,handsome,chobu,suai ke,lawar,kacak...
den he entertain us b4 faisal started his debrief..he is a good joker...
soon after de debrief,we wen to our campsite to pitch de tent,we completed three tent and the instructor asked us to change campsite as their were 4 hornet nest!!
sian..so dark n hard 2 c de pacs..we loose a lot of pacs...
had our dinner n wen 4 our debrief at de jetty..so fast time has past..
we shared about our 3 plp we wanted to thank them,2 plp we wanted to sae sorry,n de wish we made wen throwing de stone..suprisingly,all of ask wish 4 NU sake..
i was so touch.we den close our eyes while faisal ply a song titled "it end tonight"we didnt sleep but we had our short party 4 our last night together...
so sad sia...we den wen to sleep..

17 August 2007

we woke up 2 hour after all other grp woke up..so funny sia..we were de only grp in our site..BUT,wit hard work n determination,we manage to get our store ready b4 de other grp..not bad rite...we meet up faisal wit our all our bag n had our debrief...
it was raining n FHARIDEE took his ecstacy again n bcum crazy..so funny sia..
we exchange our signature n wen 2 de stall below 2 buy soveniors..i bought 1 navy blue sleeveless n black short-sleeve..i borrowed some money frm atika n shawn...
i wore my OBS sleeveless shirt..i was like de only one waerin sia..
then all de OBS plp gather 4 our LAST debrief..alif(JYSS)perform 4 us his popping..
ihe dance like robot sia..damn cool..we had 2 form up scool-by-scool..NICO n R2 made our last cheer in Pulau Ubin..we rode de boat soon after..wanting cried in the boat sia..pitied her..we met up wit GESS again at de jetty...
miss my OBS buddies to the core..
to all my OBS fren,im honoured 2 meet u guys..love u guys..im sorry if i'd shouted or scolded u guys,i realli am sorry 4 all de mistake dat i've dat..
wif love 2 my OBS fren...hope 2 haf a gathering soon..

me was NOT damned on 13-17 August 2007

THE END

2007-08-09T20:04:00.000+08:00

now i m officially............
..............................
..............................
........................single

hehe...5 months and 3 weeks...
i let out my feelin wit her and
let her decide,
she decided 2 break and we r
now frens..
eventhough i may sound happi,
or show a cheerful smile,
but truely deep in my heart,
im crying,
my heart is pierced by meril...
my mistake,our love,end here..

our love burnt on 14 feb 2007
it burnt out on 9 aug 2007

gotta shit away
me was REALLY DAMNED on 9/8/07(Thur)

national day(sch)

2007-08-08T19:10:00.000+08:00

damn fun!!!!
to dae i was the flag barier...
so cool seh...so much of a practice...
haiya...so sleepy...wake at 5.30am...
cum 2 sch at 6.10am...
after de parade i quickly got change 4 d perfomance...
i need to receive prize in colours award..
i got merit in leadership...
wen im waiting my turn 2 perform,my heart were pumping fast...
i kept practicing and rmb rossiana and miss chua's advise..
wen i wen to the stage,everyone cheered 4 me...
i was suprise...i sang and the jyian were waving their hands..
i dueting the song ONE UNITED PEOPLE wit ross..
so scary amd the feeling was awesome...
after de celebration has ended..we had an EXCO meeting...
so boring seh the meeting...
i saw meril walking pass and she was like didt bother me...
WTF!!!!
y must i get into our damn situation...
wadever..i cant let her ruin my dae..
it was a tiring dae..
wen i reach home,i slept for 5 hrs..

gotta shit away...
me was damned on 8/8/07(Wed)

National Day Preparation

2007-08-06T21:18:00.000+08:00

i got colours award under leadership for prefect..
i need to sing the song one united people wit ross...
i need to be better...
i think azmi sang better then me..
need to be better..control..
pitching..
arghh!!
very hard to master it.
i just gotta be better then..
after rehearsing i wen to the clinic for the OBS thingy..
huh..

gotta shit away
me was damned 6/8/07(Mon)

Mr Lau Barbeque

2007-08-06T20:48:00.000+08:00

yesterdae was damn,damn fun i tell u..
i woke up at 8am to get ready to meet my
friends to go to Mr Micheal Lau condo for a barbeque..
we were the commitee for the Racial Harmony Day
and he wanted to thank us...
there was ME,shawn,fithri(male),clinton,myat,jia yan,
khairul(3E2),danielle,rossiana,zuraiha and fazilah...
the condo place is super!! huge...
swimming pool in within every corner...
we played tennis wit Mr Lau's two sons..
nice experience playing tennis the first time...
fithri and shawn could play it quite well too...
the barbequed food was very delicous!!!!
so yummy..then shawn,me and fithri played tennis again..
then we eat again and wen inside the court again..
the girls wen swimming..
we there reached back,we were eating sting ray..
so yummy...
the girls wanted khai to jump into the pool..
and i pushed him into the pool...
i had my laugh and shawn pushed me from the back
and i too wen into the pool..
then i came up and pushed the rest of the guy into the pool...'
none wanted to take off thei clothe..the girls keep shouting at us...
i then take off my clothe and the rest followed me after..
we then wen into the jacuzzi..damn nice..
upon reaching the MAIN pool,i pushed khairul into the water
and i too wen inside as shawn shove me from the back AGAIN!!!
i then pull ALL the girl into the water..
we played water catching and i wen diving to all the girl's leg and trip them...
fithri did a ninja front flip into the water...
inspired by him,i did a side flip into the water....
then me and fith did the side flip together...
i then did a one-hand handstand wit a twist(two finger) b4 i wen crashing into the pool..
the girls wen to the sona but the guys one was out of service..(dammit!!)
we wen into the jacuzzi and slowly all wen up to Mr Lau house,,,
only me,fithri and shawn was left in the jacuzzi...
we played true or dare,assasination,ninja stealth and a lot more..
after nearly 2 hr in the jacuzzi,we wen up to his house,
they were watcing fantastic 4 2..after the show they wen home
only me,fithri,shawn and clinton were left in his house..
his sons thought me and clinton how to play duel master
while the two of them were sleeping like lovers..
easy to play,very fun to play too..
my first match wit one of his son i won..not bad for a first-timer..
me, clint and one of his son played a triple-way -battle..
me and clint gang up to defeat him first and then we battle...
eventhogh i was gonna die,i defeated clint wif one shot...
we wen home soon after..nice dae...love dat dae...

got to shit away
me was damned on 5/8/07(Sat)

NYCC

2007-08-04T20:28:00.000+08:00

Todae i got NYCC Observence Ceremony...
i was the GOH IC or they call it Contigent Commander(CC)
so damn cool sia..
heqiang was the Parade Commander(PC)
early in the morning 6.10am wake up report to scool...
upon reaching there,me and heqiang
were busy recapping the procedure...
the funny part was that we were still copral yet get this role...
the guest-of-honour was suprisingly reach on tyme..
i respect him for being so kind to come early..
the whole parade was very inspirational...
i needed to remind heqiang to salute to the guest-o-h...
everything went smoothly..
but the standing in sedia position during inspection was damn hard..
one year ago,i was the pledge-taker
this year,iim the CC...
so shiok...
back to scool was so sianxx...
firstly need to do push-up becoz nvr we change late..
dat one nvm...
sumore we need to rite 20 diferences between ma'am and sir...
WTF!!!!!
stupid sia..
easy?Of course! but it is just too ridiculous!!!...
stupid larhh...
so lame seh...all so fun sia...
den go home nth to do oreadi...
so sianxx...
but still,i miss meril so much...
even wen i was standing in the parade
her face made me endure off my tiredness..

got to shit away...
me was damned on 4/8/07(Sat)

my precious...

2007-08-03T18:05:00.000+08:00

todae morning was a F***ING one...
meril avoid me again and again...
never fails to do so..
she alwaes sae about how
much i don't know about her,
to be honest,she won't let me understand her..
every phone call she will sae "im kinda busy"
every chat in the msn she will"i'm kinda busy"
now i understand that she just won't let me
understand her...
wen can we be together again like last time...
i realli feel like singing "i dont love you"(mcr)to u...
god knows how much i love u but,
i dont feel ur love or care to me...
i just wanna u 2 b happi...

got to shit away
me was damned on 3/8/07(Fri)

wad a dae...(sigh)

2007-08-02T19:55:00.000+08:00

todae i start of tring to be meril but..
she just have been avoidng me...
later i found out dat she was feeling guilty for
scolding me last nite...
to be honest,i was feeling very moody but
i force myself to be cheerful in her pesence..
...(sigh)...
she said sorry to me and i was damn shocked..
i to felt guilty to make her feel bad about herself..
I love her so much dat i dare not make her feel guilty..
meril...i love youso much...
everyday i will daydream in the class
just becoz i was thinking of you...
love hurts and so do my study...
lessons gotten interesting nowades..
eventhough i slept in class,
i still could catch wit scool work...

Got to shit away
me was damn on 2/8/07(thurs)

f***ing nite

2007-08-01T21:22:00.000+08:00

wad de shit is this..
eventhough she is that busy,
she could atleast chat wif me 4 a while.
wad de shitting situation i had,
don't know y i hate her but
at the same time lurve her so much
and always try to seek her attention.
y must she b so damn busy...
damn it all!!!!!

got to shit away!!

me was damned on the 1 August 2007(WED)

unbearable person

2007-08-01T19:11:00.000+08:00

class was damn boring...every lesson i slept,slept and slept.
lessons after lessons...wad a boring dae...
wad made worse was dat meril dont seem to care about me..
she just kept walking away pretending im not there..
life seems to get worse nowadays...omg!!!
HEAVEN HELP US
pls..........help us
wadever lah!!!!!!!!
my buddy fithri made my dae a cheerful one todae..
never fails to make me smile...
wonder how my dae would be like todae without him..
it scare the bone out of me thinking about it...

got to shit away!!

me was damned on the 1 August 2007(WED)

me was damned on the 1 August 2007(WED)