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Saturday, August 25, 2007

woke up 7am
cook maggi n rush to meet shawn
we wen 2 old chang kee...
go harbourfont n get abit lost..
wen to palawan beach(sentosa) at 10am..
we were late by 1 hr..but see no one??
eat ice kacang n wait for another 1 more hr..
den they come..jia hui,shamil,fharidee,hakkim frm jyss
zaki,fengying,waileong n swee hong frm gess..(nt sure of spelling of name)
we played soccer n beach volleyball...
sitting at the beach n think of my mom words..
tricia,swee hong n feiying pushed me into de sea..
sianx..play at sea so long sia..metheus(nt sure spelling) also come..
den tricia wen home n left fengying only girl..
she bcum emo liao..i ask her n played wit her to keep her entertain..
soon hongda,jianliang,stefanus n kerina cum..
den fengying,swee hong,metheus n waileong wen home.
we all play water monker..damn fun sia..
b4 go home,me n shawn eat ice kacang n meet up wit zaki,jiahui,shamil n dee
wen to vivo city 2gather 2 eat at banquet..









only me,shawn,jiahui n shamil wen 2 jurong point n met deyun there..
shamil finding boxer or short sia..
wen home alone take 242..

gotta shit away

me was NOT damned on 25/8/07(Sat)

ily<3 8/25/2007 10:43:00 PM

Monday, August 20, 2007

Basketball Trainning

argh...!!
i joined basketball..phew..nice one..
de trainning was tiring BUT FUN!!!
love my 2nd cca..hope i can cope wit my studies..
fingers crossed...

gotta shit away.
me was damned on 20/8/07(Mon)

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ily<3 8/20/2007 09:35:00 PM


Outward Bound Singapore(Pulau Ubin)




13 August 2007

I started by going to OBS...
we rode a boat there and reach at the jetty of camp 2...
we proceed to the`mass hall...
Gan Eng Seng Sec and Dunman Sec were already there...
sitting there feeling bored,the GESS plp started to form a circle..
out of curiousity,i ask them wad they were doin...
i decided to invite our scool and Dunman to form a bigger circle..
i felt that we must do sumthin to cheer everyone up..
i stand in the circle and started to get the cheers goin...
i oso did the "here in OBS" cheer..
leaders frm each scool started to contribute to lead their scool...
soon after,Bukit Panjang Govt. Sec came and we cheered 4 them..
we wen to our seperate grouping...
after the briefing,we wen to meet our intsructor 4 further instruction..
our instructor name is FAISAL...
my group member frm GESS were FARIS,LINKEN,ARDY,XUNHAU,MELISSA,ANGELA,KAREN,YUANZHEN AND SHOBANA...
frm JYSS were ME,STEFANUS,ZULKIFLI,FHARIDEE,ATIKA,FITRI,LEE JUAN
together we form the NILA UTAMA..
we wen 4 our kayaking activities after we settle wit our admin stuff...
kayaking we learn about all the 5 basic paddling,CAPSIZING,the kayak body..
CAPSIZING was scary BUT damn FUN!!!
after our capsizing drill,we could roam our own near the coastal area...
cleaning de kayak was damn tiring sia...
after returning back de kayak,its tyme for our shower..
soon after we need to pitch our tent and cook our dinner...
we had our debrief at the jetty...
so nice and relax..and the view of the horizon was very beautiful
that was wad happen in the first dae..

14 August 2007

woke up 30 min after the of de other group...
we needed to prepare our bags for camping other site...
the morning 5BX was very tiring...
we play games 4 our warm-up...
i won the game..so nice..
soon after we had our morning circle and we share our thought regarding de 1st dae
then we had our trust fall...
so scary but we must trust our grp and i manage to land properly..
many of us manage to do it properly...but some still land on their butt..
then we hike to our next campsite which is at camp 1...
pitched de tent and we,together wit marco polo(buudy grp) did our next activities..
first was the blind fold game..second was the KEY PUNCH..
key punch required a lot of teamwork..
next up was the ROCKCLIMBING..
we had to put up our slogan on de wall,our target was de 8th wall..
i become de belayer throughout but i ask stef to belay me wen my turn came..
every time i climb stef ask me to stop coz he need to belay all de excess rope...
upon reaching de slogan-area there,i paste my part and adjust some of the part there.
we had our dinner at de canteen..at last..proper food...
de food was nice...den wen to an aircon room 4 de next activity..
it is called ZOOM...the game was hard and i lead the grp to be on the right track..
soon after,leaders imerge frm the MP grp,such as Tricia and Zaki..
all started to voice out their thought and we made our decision..
the result was 2 mistake...and we had our briefin 4 de sea-expedition..

15 August 2007

we woke up early to pack our stuff to be transported to camp 2..
i,xunhau,alif and alif took a ride on the boat to transport the bags to camp 2..
it was very tiring but riding de boat was fun!!
we join our grp and dis time we rode a Tri-yak...i partnered wit atika n fitri..
we did our capsize drill and fitri couldnt go up to de tri-yak after capsizing...
we set-off at 9+ am..we need to go pass camp 2 to de river(located at the centre of pulau ubin)go across de brigde n kayak through de swamp n had to cross a muddy SO-CALL-BRIDGE,kayak to de open sea n kayak by de island,passing by camp 1 to camp 2..
very tiring,hot,got 2 abression on my waist,beinn yelled by fitri coz she scared of capsizing...completing it was heavenly to me...still,we need to carry de kayak..
we had our jetty jump next..so FUN..it was not dat high..de guys balls felt de pain
we had our shower and hike to our next site..it is near OBS's resevoir..
pitched our tent n cooked our dinner..we a lot of left-over,had to dig a whole to stuff de food inside...soon after we had our debrief and we wen to sleep...

16 August 2007

we started de dae wit a morning olympic game..wen to de abseiling campsite 4 our next activity,sadly,it rained..we rushed to the mass hall wit our bags..
it was our free time while waiting de rain to cool down a bit..
we took dis apportunity 2 keep those stuff dat we dont need to de store room..
we set-off 4 our trekking(land-ex)..i found de first checkpoint-clue-board-thingy..
few checkpoint after we did our roadblock which was entangglement...fitri lead us..
next checkpoint was de the summit of Pulau Ubin..de view was very beautiful..
looking upon de querry which is very high below...we threw stone down de querry,made our wish..n carry on wit our trekkin,sadly,we had 2 ke belakang pusing as we had no time,our next checkpoint was behind us and finding the clue-board was hard..
i wen to de shore nearby n ply skipping stone..i found a lot of interesting creatures there..that sea water there was the most pure one i ever see in singapore..
we wen to another location to do our remaining roadblock..helium log n juggling stone
both game require a lot of teamwork,coordition and strategies..all of us had fun...
reaching back 2 our campsite,FHARIDEE has gone hyper...he started a cheer saying cewek,ganteng,handsome,chobu,suai ke,lawar,kacak...
den he entertain us b4 faisal started his debrief..he is a good joker...
soon after de debrief,we wen to our campsite to pitch de tent,we completed three tent and the instructor asked us to change campsite as their were 4 hornet nest!!
sian..so dark n hard 2 c de pacs..we loose a lot of pacs...
had our dinner n wen 4 our debrief at de jetty..so fast time has past..
we shared about our 3 plp we wanted to thank them,2 plp we wanted to sae sorry,n de wish we made wen throwing de stone..suprisingly,all of ask wish 4 NU sake..
i was so touch.we den close our eyes while faisal ply a song titled "it end tonight"we didnt sleep but we had our short party 4 our last night together...
so sad sia...we den wen to sleep..

17 August 2007

we woke up 2 hour after all other grp woke up..so funny sia..we were de only grp in our site..BUT,wit hard work n determination,we manage to get our store ready b4 de other grp..not bad rite...we meet up faisal wit our all our bag n had our debrief...
it was raining n FHARIDEE took his ecstacy again n bcum crazy..so funny sia..
we exchange our signature n wen 2 de stall below 2 buy soveniors..i bought 1 navy blue sleeveless n black short-sleeve..i borrowed some money frm atika n shawn...
i wore my OBS sleeveless shirt..i was like de only one waerin sia..
then all de OBS plp gather 4 our LAST debrief..alif(JYSS)perform 4 us his popping..
ihe dance like robot sia..damn cool..we had 2 form up scool-by-scool..NICO n R2 made our last cheer in Pulau Ubin..we rode de boat soon after..wanting cried in the boat sia..pitied her..we met up wit GESS again at de jetty...
miss my OBS buddies to the core..
to all my OBS fren,im honoured 2 meet u guys..love u guys..im sorry if i'd shouted or scolded u guys,i realli am sorry 4 all de mistake dat i've dat..
wif love 2 my OBS fren...hope 2 haf a gathering soon..

me was NOT damned on 13-17 August 2007

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ily<3 8/20/2007 07:37:00 PM

Thursday, August 9, 2007

THE END

now i m officially............
..............................
..............................
........................single

hehe...5 months and 3 weeks...
i let out my feelin wit her and
let her decide,
she decided 2 break and we r
now frens..
eventhough i may sound happi,
or show a cheerful smile,
but truely deep in my heart,
im crying,
my heart is pierced by meril...
my mistake,our love,end here..

our love burnt on 14 feb 2007
it burnt out on 9 aug 2007

gotta shit away
me was REALLY DAMNED on 9/8/07(Thur)

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ily<3 8/09/2007 08:04:00 PM

Wednesday, August 8, 2007

national day(sch)

damn fun!!!!
to dae i was the flag barier...
so cool seh...so much of a practice...
haiya...so sleepy...wake at 5.30am...
cum 2 sch at 6.10am...
after de parade i quickly got change 4 d perfomance...
i need to receive prize in colours award..
i got merit in leadership...
wen im waiting my turn 2 perform,my heart were pumping fast...
i kept practicing and rmb rossiana and miss chua's advise..
wen i wen to the stage,everyone cheered 4 me...
i was suprise...i sang and the jyian were waving their hands..
i dueting the song ONE UNITED PEOPLE wit ross..
so scary amd the feeling was awesome...
after de celebration has ended..we had an EXCO meeting...
so boring seh the meeting...
i saw meril walking pass and she was like didt bother me...
WTF!!!!
y must i get into our damn situation...
wadever..i cant let her ruin my dae..
it was a tiring dae..
wen i reach home,i slept for 5 hrs..

gotta shit away...
me was damned on 8/8/07(Wed)

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ily<3 8/08/2007 07:10:00 PM

Monday, August 6, 2007

National Day Preparation

i got colours award under leadership for prefect..
i need to sing the song one united people wit ross...
i need to be better...
i think azmi sang better then me..
need to be better..control..
pitching..
arghh!!
very hard to master it.
i just gotta be better then..
after rehearsing i wen to the clinic for the OBS thingy..
huh..

gotta shit away
me was damned 6/8/07(Mon)

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ily<3 8/06/2007 09:18:00 PM


Mr Lau Barbeque

yesterdae was damn,damn fun i tell u..
i woke up at 8am to get ready to meet my
friends to go to Mr Micheal Lau condo for a barbeque..
we were the commitee for the Racial Harmony Day
and he wanted to thank us...
there was ME,shawn,fithri(male),clinton,myat,jia yan,
khairul(3E2),danielle,rossiana,zuraiha and fazilah...
the condo place is super!! huge...
swimming pool in within every corner...
we played tennis wit Mr Lau's two sons..
nice experience playing tennis the first time...
fithri and shawn could play it quite well too...
the barbequed food was very delicous!!!!
so yummy..then shawn,me and fithri played tennis again..
then we eat again and wen inside the court again..
the girls wen swimming..
we there reached back,we were eating sting ray..
so yummy...
the girls wanted khai to jump into the pool..
and i pushed him into the pool...
i had my laugh and shawn pushed me from the back
and i too wen into the pool..
then i came up and pushed the rest of the guy into the pool...'
none wanted to take off thei clothe..the girls keep shouting at us...
i then take off my clothe and the rest followed me after..
we then wen into the jacuzzi..damn nice..
upon reaching the MAIN pool,i pushed khairul into the water
and i too wen inside as shawn shove me from the back AGAIN!!!
i then pull ALL the girl into the water..
we played water catching and i wen diving to all the girl's leg and trip them...
fithri did a ninja front flip into the water...
inspired by him,i did a side flip into the water....
then me and fith did the side flip together...
i then did a one-hand handstand wit a twist(two finger) b4 i wen crashing into the pool..
the girls wen to the sona but the guys one was out of service..(dammit!!)
we wen into the jacuzzi and slowly all wen up to Mr Lau house,,,
only me,fithri and shawn was left in the jacuzzi...
we played true or dare,assasination,ninja stealth and a lot more..
after nearly 2 hr in the jacuzzi,we wen up to his house,
they were watcing fantastic 4 2..after the show they wen home
only me,fithri,shawn and clinton were left in his house..
his sons thought me and clinton how to play duel master
while the two of them were sleeping like lovers..
easy to play,very fun to play too..
my first match wit one of his son i won..not bad for a first-timer..
me, clint and one of his son played a triple-way -battle..
me and clint gang up to defeat him first and then we battle...
eventhogh i was gonna die,i defeated clint wif one shot...
we wen home soon after..nice dae...love dat dae...

got to shit away
me was damned on 5/8/07(Sat)

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ily<3 8/06/2007 08:48:00 PM

Saturday, August 4, 2007

NYCC

Todae i got NYCC Observence Ceremony...
i was the GOH IC or they call it Contigent Commander(CC)
so damn cool sia..
heqiang was the Parade Commander(PC)
early in the morning 6.10am wake up report to scool...
upon reaching there,me and heqiang
were busy recapping the procedure...
the funny part was that we were still copral yet get this role...
the guest-of-honour was suprisingly reach on tyme..
i respect him for being so kind to come early..
the whole parade was very inspirational...
i needed to remind heqiang to salute to the guest-o-h...
everything went smoothly..
but the standing in sedia position during inspection was damn hard..
one year ago,i was the pledge-taker
this year,iim the CC...
so shiok...
back to scool was so sianxx...
firstly need to do push-up becoz nvr we change late..
dat one nvm...
sumore we need to rite 20 diferences between ma'am and sir...
WTF!!!!!
stupid sia..
easy?Of course! but it is just too ridiculous!!!...
stupid larhh...
so lame seh...all so fun sia...
den go home nth to do oreadi...
so sianxx...
but still,i miss meril so much...
even wen i was standing in the parade
her face made me endure off my tiredness..

got to shit away...
me was damned on 4/8/07(Sat)

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ily<3 8/04/2007 08:28:00 PM

Friday, August 3, 2007

my precious...

todae morning was a F***ING one...
meril avoid me again and again...
never fails to do so..
she alwaes sae about how
much i don't know about her,
to be honest,she won't let me understand her..
every phone call she will sae "im kinda busy"
every chat in the msn she will"i'm kinda busy"
now i understand that she just won't let me
understand her...
wen can we be together again like last time...
i realli feel like singing "i dont love you"(mcr)to u...
god knows how much i love u but,
i dont feel ur love or care to me...
i just wanna u 2 b happi...

got to shit away

me was damned on 3/8/07(Fri)

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ily<3 8/03/2007 06:05:00 PM

Thursday, August 2, 2007

wad a dae...(sigh)

todae i start of tring to be meril but..
she just have been avoidng me...
later i found out dat she was feeling guilty for
scolding me last nite...
to be honest,i was feeling very moody but
i force myself to be cheerful in her pesence..
...(sigh)...
she said sorry to me and i was damn shocked..
i to felt guilty to make her feel bad about herself..
I love her so much dat i dare not make her feel guilty..
meril...i love youso much...
everyday i will daydream in the class
just becoz i was thinking of you...
love hurts and so do my study...
lessons gotten interesting nowades..
eventhough i slept in class,
i still could catch wit scool work...

Got to shit away
me was damn on 2/8/07(thurs)

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ily<3 8/02/2007 07:55:00 PM

Wednesday, August 1, 2007

f***ing nite

wad de shit is this..
eventhough she is that busy,
she could atleast chat wif me 4 a while.
wad de shitting situation i had,
don't know y i hate her but
at the same time lurve her so much
and always try to seek her attention.
y must she b so damn busy...
damn it all!!!!!

got to shit away!!

me was damned on the 1 August 2007(WED)

ily<3 8/01/2007 09:22:00 PM


unbearable person

class was damn boring...every lesson i slept,slept and slept.
lessons after lessons...wad a boring dae...
wad made worse was dat meril dont seem to care about me..
she just kept walking away pretending im not there..
life seems to get worse nowadays...omg!!!
HEAVEN HELP US
pls..........help us
wadever lah!!!!!!!!
my buddy fithri made my dae a cheerful one todae..
never fails to make me smile...
wonder how my dae would be like todae without him..
it scare the bone out of me thinking about it...

got to shit away!!

me was damned on the 1 August 2007(WED)




me was damned on the 1 August 2007(WED)

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ily<3 8/01/2007 07:11:00 PM

WELCOME '


WELCOME TO MY WORLD.ROAM AROUND MY EMOTIONS AND LET THE DARKNESS TAKE YOU TO WHERE MY MIND LIES

ABOUT ME '





Khairul Anwar
from Juying Sec class 3E1

extremely crazy at some time.love to joke around and a really love to do noticle nonsence crap shit thingy..love to play RUBIK'S..
current best timing is 00min 34sec 88msec avg timing of 12 cube is 49sec 50mmsec (using jessica fridrich method)

RUBIK'S link '



online virtual rubik's

online rubik's timer

another rubik's timer


tutorial for beginner(youtube)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qh23O0TJzwI/


final step(tutorial)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UKxpxPCH0jQ/


3 year solve rubiks
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ago5B-FBMzE/">


6 years old solve(37sec)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lnv_fbMGoDQ&mode=related&search=/">


one hand fastest
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vnRJROskpp4/">


compilation of record holder
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2C353BokLgk/">r

MAKES ME DREAM '




-be wif my precious
-haf a good day in scool
-flaunt in my "o" levels
-complete my rubik's within 30 sec
-prefectorial board improve
-get in top 4 for basketball next year

LENDED ME THIER HAND '


atiqah(ycss)
alyssa
ASK ME(azmi)
aqilah2e1
fadhilah
fengying
FITH BUDDY
grace
ijan
james
jiayan
jiaying
joy
kanchong gurl
kerina
kiahui
kobes buddy
liyoung
marzie
meldric
meril
myat
nadyra
nelly
raihana
peiling
safura
sheela
shortyshasha(safura)
so you think
sue anna
syazwani(BLGP)
tasha
tricia
qamariah
QIANG BUDDY
yingying(jyps)

HOT SPICY GOSSIPS '




leave ur vengence here

MUSIC '




Lips of an Angel

by HINDER

Honey why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late?

SO YESTERDAY '


August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008

SPECIAL BIG THANKS '


me!